How harmless truth / is / in cold
weather / to an empty nest – A R Ammons – Collected Poems, 1951-1971, 1972 p163
This moring the place is full of
pick-up trucks with empty trailers. I hear someone talking down at the marina –
seven metal sheds floating on the water. At the end of the second there is a
gas pump and the tackle shop. He is addressing a group. From the sound of his
voice, I’d assume he's giving them instrucions. Then a bass boats with a green
light aft and a white one on a pole astern, idles past the seventh and last
shed and past the buoy just beyond it and guns its big motor and roars down the
river and around the bend towards the open lake. Then a hundred yards back
another. I can see more between the sheds – not quite a parade and not an armada either.
I begin counting them as the roar away. I count thirty. There were actually
thirty-two. Bass tournment no doubt.
I spent the day / differentiating / and wound up / with
nothing / whole to keep – A R Ammons – Collected Poems, 1951-1971, 1972 p183
“My country, right or wrong,” is a thing that no true
patriot would think of saying. It is like saying, “My mother, drunk or sober.”
- G K Chesterton
At 1:30 I head back down to the
marina. About half the boats are already back. The rest of them come trickling
in. Everyone looks tired. Just before two the two minuted warning is given. If
anyone hasn’t turned in their boat tag, you got two minutes in which to get it
done. The “Freeze-Up Buddy” tournament has concluded. Team members are carrying
their three biggest fish in plastic bags to the weight-in station. Boat by boat
they are weighted – single bass, three bass all alive – and totted on the
board. Eighteen of the teams yield fish to be weighted. I had asked what the
expected winer might weight in at. Oh, probably around fifteen pounds. It was
16.2 pounds and the biggest fish was 6.2 (boat #15 – Morphlet and Smith who
also took second in total weight – taking home $934). The guy from the tackle
shop asked the fisherman if they liked the way the tournament was organized.
Most of them thought it was ok. Someone suggested that the weight-in might be
done at three instead of two.
One can be an observer only up to a point. Beyond that point
one was an intruder – V S Naipaul – The Masque of Africa, 2010 p174
The individual is possible only when he is a part of a
disciplined and differentiated mass
Rational, reasonable people adapt themselves to the world,
but strong people adapt the world to themselves – Robert Musil – The Man
Without Qualities, 1956 p1562
Four fishermen – four bright red pick-ups
In a
parking lot
With a roar, down
The James
And out onto the lake
Bass await
If good, won’t be back
Until late
And even if the bass
Aren’t
biting
Might not be back
Until all the
whiskey is gone
Winter over, ice-bound / mind better not rush to meet spring
fast; / might trip, stiff thought, / shatter – A R Ammons – Collected Poems,
1951-1971, 1972 p60
Power can either be displayed by those who weld it or it can
be displayed by the objectification of those on whom it is brought to bear
Poetry convinces not by argument but by the form it creates to carry its content – Louis Zukofsky
– A Taste of Poetry
Power hangs between the pillars of spectacle and
surveillance
News was generated by storms, not doldrums – Ngugi Wa
Thiongo – Wizzard of the Crow, 2007 p74
To slip out of the leg-irons of a discipline: I miss my old
chains.
The preoccupation of a bureaucracy with an individual always
leads to the conclusion that this individual is shady and unreliable, that is
to say, as measured by the standards of precision and security according to the
rules and regulations one applies in a bureaucracy – Robert Musil – The Man
Without Qualities, 1956 p1668
Raymond Carver’s shorts stories are full of drinking and exs
– everyone that drinks has them – middle aged professionals in a relationship
that involves alcohol and this relationship is bracketed by the former ones and
the ones that will come after this – bottoms up. Set in small town America in rented
rooms. Alcohol (and sometimes marijuana) and love (or at least a relationship
which seems to be equalivent). Being drunk is a lot like being in love, or
should that be the other way around. It is not that they are the same. Are they
real? They seem to be grounded in reality, Carver’s reality. It is easier to
read them than it is to do them . It is easier to do them than to write it. It
is easier to write them out it than it is to live them.
Can reading – more to the point, can writing – be a kind of
drug, a distraction from an otherwise insufferable existence? Is it possible to
be addicted to writing? – Adam Krish – New Republic 0 8/18/11 p23
Those who are paid regularly; those who are paid by the day;
those who are paid by the job done and finally there are the prostitutes.
It was time to go. And time to pay. The guide had to be paid
for attending and when we got to the iron gate there was a further charge, for
entering. It would have been like that, too, at the oracles in the Classical
world. The world has always had its dues – V S Naipaul – The Masque of Africa,
2010 p29
I’ve just about had it with Sue Grafton – the Paula Dean of
mystery writers – this genteel elder stateswoman. I’ve just finished the first
half of the ‘U’ novel and have figured out the plot line – it is no mystery (or
I’ll be very surprised if it is). It is just a matter of how our detective will
go about putting the pieces together – sort of like a Colombo episode. And I’m
getting tired of her bourgeoisie moralizing. A mystery should be a novella –
something gets solved. This is a novel – a character is developed; and a poor
one at that. But I’ll trudge on to see if it comes out the way I expect it. And
oh, just one more question? What is it, Colombo? the villain asks indulgently.
For more than two decades, Washington’s maninstreamers
considered [Dick] Chaney… genial, brainy and suave. You could invite him to a
dinner party and know he wouldn’t start spouting Bible verse and frighten the
caterers – Andrew Ferguson – Commentary Oct 1011 p64
And now the cabs return from Ocean Beach, disgorging the
tired, the sore and the broken of the bay. Eight miles on their Stairmasters had
seemed easy and so they had gone out last night with friends and partied. This
morning they had stood at the corner play acting their jogging and laughing.
Now they limp home.
Joe Banana was born in Ipenema - ugh - boom da oug oug, tat
tat, yeah - boom da, Boy ah, boy ah boonk. Joe grew up an angry punk. Oih Oih.
Now he’s the big banana of the Samba bunch. Sigh - boing, boing, ahi ah ah. And
I get out my pastels and allow the colors to flow freely across the white page
without restraint – have courage, use your instinct.
Don’t forget to slop the hogs, / feed the chickens, / water
the mule, / cut the kindling, / build the fire, / call up the cow // supper is
over, its starting to get dark early, / better get the scraps together, mix a
little meal in, nothing but swill – A R Ammons – Collected Poems, 1951-1971,
1972 p66My Donald Duck is two degrees of separation form Harold Ensley. My uncle provided the Ford that Harold drove. I bought Mr. Duck form my uncle's bookkeeper. I only found out later. I found the trailer on Craig's List.
