IT’S ABOUT TIME

The cottage is coming down. It's not falling in, they will be tearing it down. There is an explosion of one-ups-manship all around the lake. One big house begets two more. Condos rim the Gulf Coast. They are down to deciding on the color - grizzly gray or bronze. People with big houses don't want to pay for infrastructure. That's what drives the Red state agendas. It's all about differential accumulation. That there are so many poor is a good thing, it puts you higher up on the heap. Creative Destruction or Destructive Creation, it's all the same thing. Limbaugh says that only God creates, thus man cannot be responsible. Only atheists believe in global warming.  People are dying. A recent reports claims that violence increases with increasing heat. I believe it, but then I also believe in anthropocentric global warming. They are being shot in Egypt, blown up in Beirut and dropping dead from heat stroke in China and here I am complaining about condos obscuring my view of the ocean. I'm not even at the ocean.  I'm at the lake. Tomorrow we move the furniture. The new house will be ready by Memorial Day. I have to come back for a wedding just before then and another wedding in the fall. What's my biggest problem? Getting my prescriptions for high blood pressure renewed, I suppose, and that isn't much. I don't have to pay for the house. I don't have to pay for either wedding. I only have to pay for gas and food. So why should I be complaining. There are a lot of people who have a right to complain but they are spending all their time just surviving and many of them are dodging bullets from the security forces. The neighbor came out screaming, "I Love My Stuff, I Love My Stuff!" as the debris of aerial fireworks descended onto the covers over his boats docked at the lake's edge. Life along the lake goes on. Life along the beach will retreat as polar ice melts. The poor will smell and continue to drop their 'h's. If you live in a gated community it won't bother you. A condo on the beach would be nice.

To the Pork Store for a greasy cheeseburger and fries, then its on to the Magnolia for a Saison De Lily. Bob claims to be a hacker for the government. He says he has a double E degree. Ant algorithms are essential to many hacking operations, he says. The Chinese are hacking into our military computers. Bob claims that discipline is the raison d’etre of the state. I have my doubts but I sit and listen. It is all very interesting but why tell it to me? I have to endure a lot. Then it’s back to the coffee shop. Walter has a new love. It is E-bay. He is buying up examples of factory mistakes. He has a printout depicting a misprinted package of cheese crackers. But he is also interested in collecting toy cars, especially scale die-cast replicas. The Milk Bottles Collector’s Association is holding its convention. He has printed out a copy of their homepage, which he is showing me. Once there was only so many things that could be collected. There was a limited amount of print space to spread the knowledge. And there was a limited amount of shelf space on which to display a collection. Now we have supersized private space, more storage space and we have the Internet.  A whole four car garage full of nothing but Lionel trains. I want a virtual collection. Virtual realestate when bust with the dot-com collapse (remember that?) There were once only so many experts. Now everyone can be one.  There were stamp collectors and coin collectors and matchbook collectors. Now everyone can collect anything. There is a lot of junk about, but it is valuable junk. Junk itself does not form a collection. Accumulating  junk is called hoarding, unless you are Andy Warhol. A hoarding is a billboard.  You might collect hoardings like some collect gas station pumps and signage (which I believe can be classified as hordings).

Access is by raised walkway for the purpose of crowd control. The streets have been abandoned to chaos and gangsters. The rich are barricading themselves in and constructing free fire zones to protect their collections. What archaeologists and curators collect are known as artifacts. They are treasures rather than collectibles because they are not for sale. Not being for sale makes them invaluable. Treasures are stolen and not bought. It’s a real treasure. It was a real steal. Gangsters don’t collect, they dispose. So do sanitation workers. When everyone has collected everything then the thieves will steal what is worthwhile, garbage trucks will haul away what they can and what’s left will become the provenience of archaeologists and the curators – cultural corpolites. This will ensure that there is a future where it can all be repeated. War is another means of accomplishing this. And I think that the real raison d’etre of the state is to wage war. That and protect private properly, also known as collectibles. And somebody has to be responsible for disposing of all the trash of course. I make no attempt to explain any of this to Bob. I don’t have the time. Or more precisely, he  dosen’t have the time.

Delusion is the Key 

Eat the rich but they're hard to catch

            They’re better than the poor

But there are not enough of them

            To go around - the are the premiere
                         Brand
But maybe they are only better advertised

                                               

Efficiency and inefficiency have become

            Our good and our evil

Every conscious act is an an opportunity

                        To rationalize

Endless activity stills the mind.

            So does good wine

Everyone makes a living.

Everyone that lives does.

The living are one.

I am alive.

I am one

Everyone owes something,

            Even the unborn

Everyone starts out young

No one stays that way

The older one gets

            The more in debt

                        One becomes

When you’ve had

            All that you can stand

                        You die

But someone will 

            Still have to pay

            It's a law

Everyone knows someone

No one knows everyone

Everyone knows something

No one knows everything

Everybody becomes somebody else

Everybody is somewhere

Everybody is something,

Not everybody is somebody

Everything is the same, but a little at odds

            With itself

Everything is different form everything else

Nothing is constant

            Except for the speed limit

            At the red light

Fiction ends with death;

History begins with death

            The present is for the undead

Delusion is the key good mental health.

                        There is magic in numbers

We stopped by City Lights. I was looking for Bukowski. I searched fiction from A to Z. No Bukowski. Surely City Lights stocked Bukowski. Hadn’t they published a couple of his works? “I can’t find any Bukowski,” I said to the clerk. “We have a whole section,” and she pointed to her left. There was a whole wall of Bulkowski. But hey had only a single copy of “Post Office”. I bought it. We went to the Brewery. It was 3:59. “Can I get a half pint at happy hour prices,” I asked Josh? “For you my friend, anything.” I read my Bukowski as my friend reads the newspaper. I love musty smelling bookstores where its too crammed with books to sit quietly and read. The best books are down the creaky wooden stairs in the basement. Barry Gifford autographed my copy Perdita Durango. Bakeries and breweries and old book stores, these are a few of my favorite things.

Grandpa sits at the head of the table

So that I can see everyone, he says

He wears a plastic blue ball cap and a red plaid shirt

Grandma sits opposite him.

She says, the breakfast menu is on the back

They all study their menus

I go back to my reading

It chimes 9AM

There is a big grandfather clock in the  room

The bed is made of brass and the feather

            Mattress floats high off the floor

Its warm under the down comforter

Don’t wanna get up.

Verna opened the restaurant nine months ago.

She had run the corner ice creamery before

The gal who opened Aunt Sassy’s used to work for her.

She is crazy, Verna says. She won’t last.

Blueberry pancake breakfast.

All that you can eat

I ate five.

Sweet Fish ate twelve

Yesterday he had hiked forty miles

Today is his day off

In the country phone service comes and goes

            No particular reason.

Jessie is late. She was taking the kids to school.

The waitress was on the phone with her when it went dead

She finally. How dare you hang up on me, the waitress said

I didn’t hang up, it just went dead.

You could call in but you couldn’t call out.

My Visa transactions was the first that had gone through

                        All day

I take the first bite of my croissant

And a first sip of coffee

I’m awake.

Breakfast in bed

            Would have been nice

And the sun wouldn’t shine all day

            Rain – Rain – Rain

Black coffee please

            Hunker down until this rain lets up

            And keep the cup hot

He wants eggs and bacon

He drinks a cup of coffee

He tucks his newspaper under his left arm

They just have pastry, she says to his wife

            And they left..

Two suits, at the table to my right. It’s an interview. One is hiring. One wants to get hired. “Good questions. Let me say this. I’ve been on both sides. I have been in management. I’ve got a two year old son. Money is a good thing. Having a day off on the weekend is a good thing. This is a long answer to a short question”, he says squarely facing his interviewer. His eyes looking into the other guys eyes - assertive without being aggressive. His hands are making chopping motions in the air, His palms facing each other about three and a half feet apart. His arms are  perpendicular to his body. His elbows are bent at right angles, precisely.  “I’ll shot straight with you and tell you what is on my mind, whether you want it hear it or not."

“Good. I could use that.  I’m not going to make this an ego thing and make you think that this is my decision alone. What’s his name…Wayne Webster and his position is called ‘Director of Channels’, he will be part of this decision too.”

They have impressed each other or at least appear to have or at least one of them think he has. They exchange hardy handshakes. “Do your know your way home or out of the city,” the interviewer asks? “I’ll get a cab. I find that’s the best, they know their way around”, the interviewee replies. The dude goes home to Walnut Creek, says to his wife he had the guy by the balls. He says, “I nailed it,” and chopped the air with his hands. No doubt about it. Doubt don’t fly. Don’t fly anywhere tonight. Hurricanes and earthquakes are on the rise.

At this point I took up my pen. The spatial distortion had largely disappeared, except for my head which is still floating on my shoulders like a tethered hot air balloon. I have managed to confine the wormhole to my skull. Its escape had threatened the universe itself. I would not let that happen. I could not let that happen. That no one else is cognizant of my heroic effort is of no consequence. How many times as the universe been similarly rescued? There is no way to tell. The human brain is a marvelous thing but it has its limits. A wormhole erases its own history. It does not matter for there will be no evidence of its existence. By definition, therefore,  it is not really an event. A wormhole turns the real into the imagined. It is of no consequence and soon my head shrinks back to its normal size. Nothing remains but these notes and they seem to only  record some kind of delusion. I take a sip of tea. It has gotten cold. I pick up my book and resume reading at the place I was went everything went all-woozy. I have to backtrack a page or two to where I can pick up the thread of sense again. I will go on from here. Everything is under control. No, really, everything is OK!

Sometimes called the War on Error

Dolliver State Park, Des Moines River, Iowa - Tuesday July 11 -It has 

cooled down a little. It was in the lower eighties today. The rivers are still running bank to bank. Corn about above the waist.

The sign reads “Criminal Screening”. I have been instructed to sign in and wait. I do what am told to do, I sit down and wait. In a bullet proof cage sits the captain. He pushes a button. Doors swing open.  Doors swing shut. They are in constant motion – swoosh, ka-bang, swoosh. The state bureaucrats are being be let out to take their smoke breaks. The potential criminals, one at a time, are being  let in to have their fingers printed. The seat of government is comprised of rows of  
very similar,  buildings – white facades with green plate glass windows. They were surrounded by ledges behind which flowers grow. The primary function of raised flowerbeds is to keep terrorists at bay without being aesthetically unpleasing. In bureaucracies everything gets rationalized. The ledges also function as benches for citizens to sit on while awaiting interrogation and for bureaucrats to smoke except they usually hang about just outside the door in clusters.

There is the possibility that this may be a long drawn out process (I’ll have to get copy of my cancelled check if the paperwork has not been processed). It would be easier to just file a new application, I suppose. But what do bureaucrats do if  they fine duplicate sets? That would be a bureaucratic nightmare. A bureaucratic nightmare is soon made your nightmare. A bureaucrat knows how to put the monkey on someone else’s back. Fortunately this time all the paperwork had been properly forwarded. I am in and out.  I go home. I was lucky.

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The ‘War on Terror’ at one time held 100,000 prisoners . For most of the original 742 detainees at Guantanamo there was no record of why they held originally been detained.  85-90% of the detainees of Abu Graahb had “no intelligence value”.

Fortress America, DC

Redoubt USA

Democracy at work

Yes citizen, state official business

            And move on, no loitering, please

Obstructing sidewalks is a crime

Beware citizen report all security breaches

Do your duty work hard and spend money

Stay out of trouble,

This is your America, home of the free

Americans be proud, wave your flags

Exercise your rights, bare arms.

This is your America, citizens

In case of emergency follow instructions

Homogenized, sanitized, capitalized.

For your protection one in ten has a secruity clearance

Fortress America

Redoubt USA

Form a single line, show an offical photo ID

DC Fortress America,

Redoubt USA

Vote but not to often

Protect democracy with concrete

What about that citizen?

Wave them flags

Hate ragheads

Tie yellow ribbons

Fortress America,

Redoubt USA

Good citizens

Be obedient, be complacent

Practice family values

If you are weak, if you have no army of your own, borrow your enemy’s army – Mark Danner

Secrecy’s primary function is to avoid accountability (and especially embarrassment). Only rarely is it to prevent harming some third party or to thwart counter-intelligence which the usual excuses for its invocation. 

The justification for the use of ‘enhanced interrogation’ techniques was based on reasoning that if volunteers who could opt out when subjected to the techniques did not suffer long-term psychological harm, then detainees subjected to those same techniques “for real” would not experience them either.

No Left Turns

Left right

Right face

Turn back the clock

Tick toc

Left right

Dress right

Suitable dress

Left right

Left right

Change step

Left

Turn right

Right left

See the light

Take a flight

Left right

Left right

Do it right

At midnight

Red light

Left right

Turn tight

All night

Left right

Left right

Hep hep

Two three

Keep in step

We do not struggle as working class, we struggle against being working class, against being classified. Our struggle is not the struggle of labour; it is the struggle against labour. It is the unity of the process of classification (the unity of capital accumulation) that gives unity to our struggle, not our unity as members of a common class – John Holloway – Change the World without Taking Power, 2002 p60

The Noble Tradition of Congressional In-action

You are honor bound to reject the petition

But you can separate the petition from its prayer

And receive the petition and reject its prayer

Honor the right to petition but not its intention

Thus the debate proceeded loop hole by loop hole

And with an air of noble political sentiments

About an ignoble practice

“A decision pregnant with consequences

Of a most disastrous character”

Exhorted Senator Calhoun of South Carolina

And he rose and stalked out of the chamber

And they voted not on laying the petition on the table

But about the motion to do so

To lay on the table the motion not to receive the petition

The more of one’s wealth is obtained by plunder or extortion, the more spectacular and self-aggrandizing will be the forms in which it’s given away – David Graber – Debt, 2011

INTRINSIC SUPERIORITY

Current Loation: Lake View, Iowa - Black Hawk Lake (Tuesday July 9, 2013) - the southern most glacial lake in Iowa. I've finally found the hot weather

Acting is the opposite of living – it is as close to dying as we can get and still remain conscious. In acting we only have to be concerned with an audience. No other reality need impinge upon us. The reality of our action does exist for the audience of course and we are impacted by the reality of that audience’s sense our authenticity. Of course the audience may also be acting, in which case it is all imaginary except that we go on accumulating debts especially if there were not enough butts in the seats and there usually isn’t.

Ginny says “oh, faux surfaces. I’m going to use this in my project.” She had looked over my shoulder at the drawing. Walter called it wallpaper. “Can you make enough to cover a room?” “Sure for the right price.” I’m just saying it. I really don’t mean it. I don’t want to manufacture wallpaper any more than he wants to hang it.  Linda is house sitting at what she is calling the ‘wallpaper place from hell’. “Ever conceivable square inch is covered by custom designed wallpaper. It’s in the lease. It can’t be altered. The owners are wallpaper designers,” she tells us.  “Can we take a tour? Will you do a show and tell?”

The thunder on the prairie like the rain on the plains stays mainly in Spain

Prairie Cinema

The cottonwoods rustle

            Of eminent downpour

The show is about to begin

The horizon darkens

            The atmosphere dims

The killdeer flaps about

            Pretending a broken wing

The meadowlark sits on his fence post

            The air is cool and moist

Red-wing pecks for rements

            Of the previous summer

The big push is on

            Distant thunder rumbles

            Over the horizon

This weather can spawn tornados

            Grass fires stampede herbavoirs

Distant smoke is indistinguishable

            From a destabilization

The surround sound of the thunder

Its all so very theatrical

In cars and boudoirs everywhere but especially behind computer screens is where life is really lived, lived in absentia. Crawl out of your closets. Eyes a-twinkle. Inner child at play. Product of programs for self-esteem enhancement. The ego is envious. Jealousy and envy can be dangerous. Anonymous performance should have only limited warranties. Little enough for failure. E-money and its fool are easily parted. Reach credit limits quickly. Reach for the stars. You too can be a celebrity. Make lots of money. Buy real estate and a boat. Maybe there won’t be any regrets, but someone must pay. Sex is just one of the vicarious experiences. Did you see the clock jump? Ever tick of the atomic clock is one less moment to consume. One more payment to make. One more debt is incurred. Fraud and deception are rampant but are covered under user agreements. Click ‘I agree’. Life is so easy, but when you run out of credits you disintegrate. Just hap and circumstances on the byways to eternity. It’s all a lie. Become a top gun. Fly by wire. Headsup display. Virtual sensations. Suppressed emotions. Know where you are? Know where your children are? What does it matter, consume and die.

A global society is a society of strangers

Those that create social problems need not suffer as a result.

History doesn’t repeat itself but it does rhyme – Mark Twain

“You’re in your minimalist phase I see”, Walter says. “No. They are goats. I can see them now. Eating grass on the side of the hill. Are there any on the back side of the hill?”  He suggest I combine goats and tornadoes in a single drawing. I like the idea. “Wait a minute,” he says, “I can see where this is going and I don’t want to see any upside down goats.” He was referring to the drawing in book seven of the goat with its feet in the air. I change the subject. “I have written something about accordions,” and I show it to him. Accordions, for Walter, are the next best thing to goats. “I don’t like either goats or accordions,” he declaims. “I just like to think about goats and accordions.” “What’s the difference.” I ask? “Did you know that the keyboard accordion was invented here?” In fact I did know that. And that goats had been used to keep the grass down where the hills were too steep to mow. There is a lot to think about when regarding either goats or accordions. You don’t have to like them to think about them. I read to him the passage about music and big women and big feet. Then he asked me if I thought that specific musical instruments might arouse erotic feelings for specific anatomical parts. I give the notion a quick thought – “umh!”  I suspected that the hurdy-gurdy might be such an instrument. On the other hand, I thought that the Theremin might have to opposite effect, i.e. suppress any erotic thoughs. “Except for Vincent Price,” Walter replied. “Your desire for Vincent or Vincent’s desire for women with big feet,” I asked him?

What is gained on the level of appearances is lost on the level of being and becoming – Raoul Vaneigem

The easiest solution to implement are generally the most egregious solution to any social problem – the objetive to isolate the elite from the problem and marginalize those impated by the problem. The problems just go away and the elite get reimbursed for their troubles.

The propensity to act is inversely related to any positive positie results from such actions.

Once upon a time factory girls had orgasms while siting at their sewing machines. Lost in the relentless and monotonous rhythm of the machine, hour after hour. The brain refused to sustain itself. It just had to have stimulation. Two or three times a day this happens says the matron. Even the young maidens lose all sense of being on occasion and are unaware of what is happening to them. They afterwards feel shame. The older women just considered it one of their few on-the-job benefits.