Thursday, December 3, 2009

Asymmetrical Lifestyles - Stuck in the Off Position


Such a little thing – the switch to turn the modem on and off – it broke in the off position, wouldn’t have been a problem in the on position, and the computer less than a year old. If something is going to break and need repair why can’t it be something important, why does is have to be some stupid on/off button and why couldn’t it have broken in the ON position instead of the OFF. Well that’s the way of technology, something broke, or on the verge of breaking (making weird sounds) or you’re worried it might break down, on a cold snowy night twenty miles from home. So I’m sitting here in the library. Put this file on a flash-drive (everything else works, it’s just that I can’t get on the Internet) and plugged it into the USB port of Computer ‘A08’ – mine for 45 minutes.

Groups ‘use’ the leader sometimes with little regard for him personally, but always with regard for fulfilling their own needs and urges – Ernest Becker – The Denial of Death, 1973 p136

Asymmetrical hairstyles seem to be the fashion for women. Men’s styles are symmetrical (left and right as opposed to front and back). At least that’s the way they dress for the Academy Awards. Everyone just looks so serious. They are actors, you know.

It is hard for us to believe in a world before the evolution of individual taste, when possessions simply demonstrated your rank, and said noting about what you liked – Hiram Mantel (New York Review of Books – Oct 22, 2009) p10

Parasocial: one-sided social relationships – i.e. fan to celebrity – we know everything about them; they don’t know we exist

Getting colder, will get colder yet
Crows gathering on the lawn
Discarded paper flutters past
Conversation levels rise above
       The ambiance
Porcelain cups tingle in the washer

When you set up your perception-action world to eliminate what is basic to it (anxiety), then you fundamentally falsify it – Ernest Becker – The Denial of Death, 1973 p142

Factoid: 81% of Los Vegas homes are worth less than their mortgages

Rand’s particular intellectual contribution, the thing that makes her so popular and so American, is the way she manages to mass market elitism – to convince so many people, especially young people, that they could be geniuses without being in any concrete way distinguished – Adam Kirsh – New York Times Book Review (Nov 1, 2009) p8

Factoid: 93% US states that ban texting while driving also offer Twitter traffic updates

Walk the dog, walk the dog
Morning noon and night
A tug on the leash as it sniffs
A yank on the string makes it
     Return


The shape of the hills is now visible
Once obscured by leaves
Rising early with a jump upon
      The bed
Catching the first vermilion glow
      Of the sun


Its no fun to be woken by
      A wet nose
But the exercise is good for one
      I am told
It’s anxious to re-mark
Sniff and detect
I am not in charge
      Never was

Fascination is in the one who experiences it – Ernest Becker – The Denial of Death, 1973 p128

Farts usually come in threes of diminishing volume but this time I manage four, although the last was only a little bleep. A tight ass queer strolls by saying something like “Paulter” as he passes. I have no idea what he is referring to if anything. An old man with coffee cup raises his left arm in a ‘hi there’. I nod back and continue to wait. Another #12 goes by. A young white woman in a black coat is leaning against the building and sucking on a cigarette.

Factoid: Estimated number of Al Queda members now operating in Afghanistan, according to the US National Security Advisor: 100

To consume means to burn, to use up – and therefore, to need to be replenished – Susan Sontag – On Photography, 1977 p179

Happiness’s importance is a result of its use to model the Velben hypothesis in economics. It is Homo Economicus’ happiness that really matters – not your happiness, not my happiness – it is happiness in the abstract, unattached to anything real – the willingness of the masses to work harder in order to engage in conspicuous consumption – it is a yellow smiley face – have a nice day! My Yuck is a symbol lack of consumer confidence.

The real world is simply too terrible to admit; it tells man that he is a small trembling animal who will decay and die. Illusion changes all this, makes man seem important, vital to the universe, immortal in some way – Ernest Becker – The Denial of Death, 1973 p133

Her left leg is bent so that the sole of her foot rests against the wall of the facade. Her weight is placed squarely on her right leg. A #47 arrives. I get on. The woman puts out her cigarette and gets on too. She has long skinny legs with big feet. She gets off at Eleventh Street. I am now the only passenger on the bus. We pass the Stud and I wonder what it would be like to hang out in a gay bar. Would any explanation be necessary? I once went into a gay bar in Del Mar and said “I’m not gay” and the man said, “Oh, come on – don’t spoil it for me!” The alternative was the cowboy bar across the street overlooking the beach.

We started it off
Introduced democracy
Cut down the forests
Now we must sit back
And let those who did not
      Participate
Finish it off
Tis only fair
That we all die
      Together
Is this not the democratic
      Way, not to deny

The presence of 7 billion people aiming for first world comforts… is clearly incompatible with homeostasis of climate but also with chemistry, biological diversity and the economy of the system – James Lovelock

Factoid: Projected earnings of lawyers and advisors from the bankruptcy proceedings of Lehman Brothers: $1.4 billion

The more eminent the master, the more self-satisfied his man – Hiram Mantel (New York Review of Books – Oct 22, 2009) p10

Tell all, show all, all the time to everyone – to somebody, to anybody! Hello, is there anyone there?

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