Sunday, September 18, 2011

In Which Our Hero Fails to Keep His Appointment With The Lord


It rained almost all day yesterday. There were power lines in the road in Brandon .  I turned left in Goshan – this  is where an ancestor had lived – No wonder the moved west – how can any one survive farming  this – much better the prairies of Iowa. Good decision dear ancestor - poor dirt farmer.  I stopped and helped some residents remove a tree from the road so we could get by. There was a long enough period between storms for me to set up camp. Got to talking with Steven a construction worker from Boston and then  it started raining again. We agreed the apoxytaleptic nature of our civilization but differed as to whether aliens build the pyramids as a project to process fuel for their spaceships.

Suicide terrorists are the ultimate smart bomb – Robert Pape – Cutting the Fuse, 2010

One storm after another rolled in and collided with  side of the mountain. I had nothing to do but to go to bed early. It is supposed to clear off tomorrow. I wanted to let you know that in case of an emergency I have a radio. Telephones are no good here. Just in case you cut off a toe. Then he said that it was great to meet someone shorter than him and we stood head to head and my eyes came to his hair line. Well maybe not taller but not a lot shorter. He and Jake – after Jake had eaten Traildog’s food continued their rounds – the loop around the campgrounds – on foot.

Cell Phone etiquette – National League of Cotillions:
-       Do not take a call while someone has an appointment with you – or – when you have guests – it is rude
-       Never use a cellphone on a date. Turn off your phone unless you are expecting an emergency call
-       Don’t ignore someone waiting to provide service to you in a restaurant or a retail establishment because you are using you cell phone
-       Screen calls and when in the presence of others only answer emergency calls
-       Move 10-15 feet away from others when making a call
-       Don’t wear an earpiece when not on the phone

The religious convention which marks shepherds as a symbol of gentleness rest on their relation to sheep not men – E J Hobsbawm – Captain Swing, 1968  p63

It rained again last night. Gee, it is too early to be getting dark, I thought. There is not even enough light to read. It must be the weather, I said to myself. The previous night had been pitch black. You couldn’t even see the proverbially hand in front of your face. I don’t have a watch. I have to get the key and go out to the truck and turn on the ignition. Gee, almost 8 o’clock. Its much later than I had thought. Usually I have an accurate sense of the time – often to within five minutes – without ever looking at any timepiece. But this time I had been fooled.

Inside in
Outside out
            Skin
To skin – to flay
            About
My skin – preserve
Your skin – pleasure
            Under negotiation
Complex biochemical
            Interactions
Orifices are pleasure
            Surfaces
Inside outside
Inside out
Outside in
In and out

Cold waits / I am strong // Come to my room / the stove is iron / I took the hot / dark from the earth / to wrap about you – Yvor Winters – The Collected Poems of, 1978 p72

I caught myself dozing off, drifting across the highway lanes. Luckily I was the only vehicle on the dark highway. I don’t feel sleepy. I had pulled over at several points and tried to sleep, but could not. It is three AM and I’ve been on the road since 7AM yesterday morning. I would have found a motel but they were all full – refugees from the storm. Keep staring into the dark. The lane markings are hypnotic. Look into the far reaches of the headlights. Don’t look and the lane markings – click, click, click – they go darting by. Suddenly you notice that your over the line. You have dozed off. How long does it take to nod the head. Will the next time may be your last. There is a faint glow to my left. I can see the crests of the mountains. You can last. Hurry up sun. A sunny morning at last. I find a camp in Kentucky on Sunday. I still have three Peak Nut Brown Organics and a little wine left. Try the Red River Gorge someone had told me.

Low touch high
            Stress
Reach out and
            Touch
Someone – give a
            Friendly hand to
A helping hand
            A hand out
            Something in hand
Hand me down
Handle with care
            Fragile
Hands on
Hands down
Hands up
Hands out

Hand in
Hand out

I met the Christ – we quarreled // over sins in various seasons and the venial / pulchritude, and I consigned him to the flame …I met God in the streetcar, but I could not / pray to him, and we were both embarrassed – Yvor Winters – The Collected Poems of, 1978 p53

Only know down here in the upper south did I finally put my finger on what I had not encountered in the dark conifer forests of the north – it is the noise at night – the chirring of insects, the crocking of frogs, the twirling of birds, the chatter of squirrels, the hooting of owls. Other than the loons it had been quiet. It is very difficult to be cognize of the absence of sensual data. You just are keen to the idea that things don’t seem right. Then after several nights of chirring, chirping, tweeting, screeching and chattering you don’t hear that either.

He changes the light bulbs at a run down hotel. Then he’s offered an interview for the position as distribution & marketing manager for a sport fishing equipment manufacturer in Cambridge, Virginia. But the previous manager decides to return and resume his vacated position. He is now employed at his school changing burnt out light bulbs in the dorms and in the lecture halls. Today he has been told to only look for burnt out bulbs in refrigerators. He has to do it surreptitiously while everyone is asleep and as compensation for his intrusion on their privacy, he leaves two cold beers in each refrigerator. What brand of beer was it? I don’t know, but given his aesthetics, I know it was not a Bud Light. He also disposed of any empty or half filled bottles, replacing them with a full one. He wears a tan camel hair coat. It is the same jacket that he wore when he helped the old man get some tar paper roofing shingles through airport security and helped the old man’s grandson get them loaded on to the airplane. He had previously helped the pair with a shipment of quilted down garments.

PGA Tour Pro’s chance of sinking a put
            From 1 foot away                  100%
            7.8 feet                           50%
            11 feet                            34%
            25 feet                            10%
            33 feet                             6%

The moment what is distant becomes near to me, it is what was near that assumes the power of what was distant, that seems even more distant to me – Michel Butor – Inventory, 1968   p33

His boss Budd is talking to a coed. She was asking if he would pose for some photographs for a calendar for her dad’s fishing lure company which was the one located in Cambridge. Budd wasn’t keen on the idea. She also said that there was an opening at the company for a distribution and marketing manager. Budd said that he was an electrician and would stick to that he was good at but he knew someone who might be interested in such a job and that is when he recommended the young student changing refrigerator light bulbs. She gave Budd her father’s phone number and told him to have the student call him.

The applicant was asked to describe the steps that he would take in recruiting a sales team. The student did not have any marketing training, but  he told the owner about his extensive experience in business research. Any experience in the sporting, the owner asked. No, the candidate replied, but he did have experience in the leisure industry. It was not much but sufficient to get him an invitation to fly down to Cambridge.

Red truck with
            A ladder
            On top
It is no fire
            Engine
With men to man
            The hoses
Work work until
            The day
            Is done
Fuck fuck until
            Sleep
            Comes on
Life goes on
            And on
Wheels go round
            And round
On the red truck

She knew that her inheritance was passive obedience – Peacock – Nightmare Abbey, 1818 p21

The U.S. collects only 1.5% of GDP from corporate income tax, down from 4% in the 1960s

Propping up power is, generally a less dodgy proposition than defying it – Jill Lapore – The Whites of Their Eyes, 2010 p30

The boxes that feed cable signals and digital recording capacities to home entertainment centers consume $3 billion in electricity per year in the U.S. Two-thirds of this usage is while no-one is watching any programs

Everything is in the credits. Now that society has been definitively turned into an enterprise, everything is in the synopsis of performance – Jean Baudrillard – America, 1988  p109

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